Monday's

AHHHHHHHHHHH.

There. I said it. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGG

And I said it again.

I had a decent day at school. I am just unmotivated at the moment. I should probably be doing something school related. But I am not. And I do not see it in my future.

I feel like I am loosing control of my kids sometimes and I do not know what to do. What am I going to do next year with classes of 25??? Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice to become a teacher. Who knows any more.

I need to suck it up. I guess I am down because I do not think the lessons I produce are good enough most of the time. I also think I can and should be pushing my kids more.

Lets see what tomorrow brings..